"stuff"

Sometimes I have more going on emotionally than socially. I can't pin the source of the emotions to any one specific event or occurrence, but the tangled bundle of "stuff" is sitting right there, under my skin. If you're like me, it's easier to push people away than to let them in and try to explain this "stuff". Sometimes I feel like it is impossible to describe. And as someone who rather enjoys writing, there is nothing more frustrating than being at a loss for words.

If you're concerned, please know that it's not as though I push people away forever. When all of this "stuff" is going on, I need to struggle with it on my own for awhile before things can go back to the way they were.

And so I push people away sometimes. I'm sorry about that.