I secretly love dresses, though you may never see me wear one.
I love orange juice.
My eye color matches my hair. Brown or blonde, they always match.
I use sarcasm and humor as a defense mechanism, because I am ridiculously sensitive.
I don't ever intend to be late... I just usually am.
My room directly mirrors my mental state- when it is messy and disorganized, it's only because my mind is the same way.
Ever since I lived in Florida on my own, I talk to myself.
In the face of severe evidence to the contrary, I still believe in happy endings.
In spite of not ever working to my potential, I am still successful. Sometimes I wonder what great things I could achieve if I did work to my potential.
Then I wonder why I never do it.
There is an ever-present part of my brain that reminds me that I am not good enough, and that I never will be.
My faith comforts me, but I am constantly doubting God.
I am terrified of getting lost, not knowing where to turn, not knowing the destination. That is a true metaphor for how I feel about my life, and what I am supposed to do with it.
Random? Yes. Pointless? Probably. As far as self-discovery goes?
"As for me, all I know is that I know nothing."
Socrates
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