You know those nights where you stay up for hours with someone you love, talking about nothing, and yet, everything all at the same time? Someone you love, who knows you so well that they can practically read your mind. Sharing stories and thoughts and dreams, singing songs... time seems to stop for a few hours. Time doesn't even matter when you're that happy and at peace. Me, I am unsettled, undecided, and unsure about school and the future and my life. But when I am with a friend, or friends, that I love, talking like that, I am so utterly content. And its nights like these when I think to myself, 'I am the luckiest girl in the world.'
Sure, you might catch me on a bad day saying otherwise. And like I said, I am unsure about a lot of things. And heck, I am unhappy with aspects of my life. Even in spite of my sins and my troubles, I have family, I have shelter, I have material things... but I have the BEST friends a girl could ever want. Truly. They know me- they know my quirks, my pet peeves, my dreams, my sadness. And after all that, they love me anyway. The real me. I don't know what I ever did to deserve so much love in my life.
And as much as it sucks that college separates us (and believe me, it totally sucks), and it hurts to be away from the people I love, even if only for a few months... the seeing them again? Priceless. Getting a hug from someone you love and haven't seen in 4 months is one of the best feelings ever. I am so lucky. Actually, I am so BLESSED.
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