I wish I could run away. Go somewhere far from home, all by myself, and DO something. Not school. Just hit pause on school and come back to graduate once I know what to do. I don't know what to do. And my classmates say they get it, but no one Gets It. No one wants to graduate, but they all know what comes afterwards. I don't.
I don't know if what I need is a plan, or a reality check. It sounds like a stupid time to have a panic attack, my senior year of college, but that's what this feels like. I don't know what to do without someone telling me.
I don't know how to be ready for this.
dear beth, here is a secret: I LOVE YOU! and I know you'll be just fine in the end!!!
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